Zarine's History

":)"

2010-11-01T23:42:00.003+08:00

...the tittle says it all

It's like the voices i used to have in my head...are gone
Exactly..Well,
Soon i'll be done with my papers..!& then am off to work and gym(Sky fitnesS)
A couple of things planned!
..like parties,sisha sessions,girly hang-outs,Out door sports...etc!

Man life is exhausting :(
But, whatever
At least im not obsessed with facebook anymore!

-Ray
Live life like a cup of hot chocolate made with love!

one word "YAY!"

2010-10-29T03:32:00.002+08:00

hmmm...IM SORRY!
<3 YA!

I'm all broken now...I have changed!I miss the old me..

2010-10-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

Crying right now..
Am all broken!

I screwed my life
my education
my future
my love...

EVERYTHING!

I miss what i used to be...
FUCK!

Sometimes i just wanna leave everything and start a new..
I don't wanna look back at my past
And keep working..

Many wanted me to tell what i'm going through
but i just can't
...Its fuckin disgraceful to tell that im screwin my life

I MISS THE OLD EDUCATED ME!
I MISS MY DAD!
I MISS THE ROOM WHERE I GREW UP!

NOW I MISS MY LOVE!

Nobody would understand how much its aches
when i turn back and look at my old pictures and my old life

NOW!
TODAY...
I cry!

I neva really slept for the past 6 months...
Going through sooo many troubles!
Head aches
Sicknesses
depression!

!& now it's getting worser!

I feel like running away..

I hate that we have to keep worrying on what the society has to say in its view!

I WANT THE OLD ME

Gosh i just realised that...

2010-10-28T10:51:00.004+08:00

You hated all my craps?!
..and i have to grow up!

You noe what you are right...
I wandered why i felt a lil down when i heard this from you,

But seriously i should grow up
...sometime we take things into consideration when the person you most loved tells you this out of frustration!

I'm Sorry'

I won't bother you much seriously..
I'm getting all numb crying and wishing it was the old us bk.

Sometimes,
It's just such a pity when we are too stubborn!
...and we choose to go the other way round of taking typical human being's decisions!

But seriously i hate the voices in my head!
Now u have added on to it..it has ur voice init

"Is that all Ray?.."

"You should talk to her again.."

"Wait a min you don't wanna ruin her day by calling"

" Ray one thing about you, you crap too much!
I told you indirectly"

"She might be waiting for your call! & she is pissed by now"

"I'll tell you when to call 4-5"

"Doesn't get bk to your texts?!Now what?!"

"you are the only one crying over her..."

Dear Voices In My Head,

FUCK YOU!

Love,
ME!

"Wanna smile?Look back at ur old chatlogs; Wanna cry? than the recent ones will do better!" :)

I wud rather Smile or Vanish!
(p/s you Rayed me before you leave)

Hoping for 1 last wish,
Zarine

The voices of her thoughts...

2010-10-27T07:30:00.005+08:00

...I fell asleep thinkin about you

(My phone kept vibratin arnd 5.30am)

It can't be you're alarm...It's her!
MISSED!
Damn it..

(Falls asleep)

"Buzz!Buzz!"

WAKE UP!

It's her.......MISSED!

(Leaves room...wishin for one last call)

FOr u to say a good bye?!
Please....
Dont GO!
We are not done...PLEASE!
You stopped me from sayin things...BUT I WONT STOP YOU!
..at least i get to hear you

Even though,

You're alerting...my last call for you is soon over biatch!

"I HEAR YOU..."
..cry
"I FEEL YOUR..."
..pain
"I SEE ME..."
..die

How do i sound fake...
WHEN IT HURTS ME THESE MUCH!?

..you are loved!
no matter how much u deny me.

I've got no one but you..on my list!

2010-10-27T07:14:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU!

Happy Birthday Baby Gal!

2010-10-26T10:35:00.005+08:00

Hope you love your camping for 3 days..
i bet you gonna get back home roasted :P

again you are darker than me...hehehe

Lets wish tht you friends rem your B-dae

Muax! xx

Guess what Math Paper today !& I HATE MATH!
Not until i started dozing off in class
!& now..

My scientific Calculator is not working last min...FUCK AM SCREWED!

But thank God i have my sis's:D

You are missed,
Ray

xoxo

I miss you lesser when i talk about you to some one..

2010-10-25T02:46:00.002+08:00

Cuz i feel like you're still with me :)
Lame me (Epic)

Im done with emo craps...i miss how i used to be
!& how u used to noe me

If i had not mentioned;
"I miss you like nobody would.."

Sometimes we'll just have to move on..
And do what we have to do and need to!

But` believe me I have learnt somethin out of this
Its not easy to help one, out of their break ups or misunderstandings..
Unless they bother to give themselve a try

Eng Paper today!
I'll give what i have to.

I din noe many wud miss my craps on FB
"!& they all accused me for deleting em!!!"

When i actually deactivated my account!

"And you!
Yes you...you are always loved no matter what
!& nothing has changed
we are the same.."

Just some Rest(commercial/break) to cure the fever and tension :)

May he Bless me
-Amen

(Before The Worst-The Script)-dedicated to u if u see this!

we are NOT DONE yet....

2010-10-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

Why do i crave for you this badly?
I could totally feel your tears rolling down ur cheeks...
You heart comes crashin down..
You're hating me..
!& You wished you had neva met me..

Fuck?!
Why you?
...but i still wanna hear bk from you
or just hug you and tell you
"Baby everything is fine...im going nowhere"

WE ARE NOT DONE YET!

..But i can never keep u happy

You love her way more than me..I dun wanna fight or defeat her out

How cud i be so sure when you're all confused abt us?

I'm getting exhausted fighting the battle

!& im afraid my worse fear will come true one day

the day when u'll have to choose one of us?

I don't wanna keep building my dreams

Bet I neva mentioned this...

yet,

..im afraid to LOVE YOU the way i would!
Cuz im in no rights.

But a friend?

"JUST LIKE THAT?"
i really wanna come over..and do what i could
my words can neva explain me !& how much i wud die to have u..!

COME BK!

But today...

"YOU ARE NO MORE!"

Hey, slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
Yeah, I’m afraid
What do you want from me
What do you from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn’t give a damn
But now here we are
So what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah, it’s plain to see
that baby you’re beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
It’s me – I’m a freak
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away

I wouldn’t even try but I think
you could save my life

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me
What do you want from me

Just don’t give up on me
I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down

So
Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, what do you want from me

Just don’t give up
I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in
I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
whataya want from me

you're gone,
hate me!

You love life when...

2010-10-05T18:04:00.003+08:00

...you prepare your own tea break !& dinner
...you receive messages from your loved ones concerned about health
...you get to spend time with your little cousins and aunt
...you get greetings from your neighbours or even the bus drivers
...you smile when strangers expect one in return
...you lead a typical human beings lifestyle with no pressure on you
...!& right now you just burped while enjoying your bloated belly filled with self prepared
food plus watching a hockey game telecasting on e' television..loving the pamper-ness of sinkin' into your fav couch while multi tasking:)

Sometimes it's just us; whom make life difficult for us to handle..
Let's for once leave all that worries and pressures alone
!& live our life; the way we wished it could be..

Happy,
Ray

Deactivating Facebook!!!

2010-10-04T12:44:00.004+08:00

Yes!!!
Finally...i took up the courage to deactivate my account..
seriously i would phrase it as "taking up courage"
cuz' im done...like totally done with the notifications, messages, chatlogs and updates!
I bet you're gonna miss my craps and swears..

For once facebook is gonna lose its loyal FBker..ROFL
but hell ye!
honestly i feel sooooooooo gooooooood!
doing this shit..
Dayumn!!!
i mean i should have done it ages back right..
Oh and maybe i was wrong thinking my mates were losers for deactivating their account

ironically it was me ofc...LOL

So wait..how many days are there for my O`levels to begin?!
(checkin on process..)
21 days!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
(runs around her living room with her pen stuck on her ponytail)(like a total nOOb)

So what now?!
Eng is on 25th Oct!?

I gotta speak PERFECT english
with chio words giving my every sentence an extra glamour to em'

Oh ye..i take back my words=.="
Idioms were not meant for Idiots!!

LOL..
So..I should read BOOKS!(all those pilled up in my bookshelves)

My "PRO" Subjects?!

Terrifying :Chemistry (I was neva good in this`both in reality and in subject..ROFL)
Horrible :Mathematics(once was a real pro..sleeping during lessons worsened it)
Heart Attacking :Social Studies (Dayumn i neva get why we cry over histories and not move on..)

I'm just praying hard i wont turn into a psycho freak!

But so what?!
Im once again the nerdy Ray(Just for a short term)
Gaining knowledges:DD

LMAO!
Its more like im Reassuring myself!

But WHATEVER!"

I can't wait for all tht parties, stay overs, chalet nights, gym workouts, girls outings !& PROM NIGHT!

Happy Ray
Muax
xoxox

An artist's good piece is out when he/she is down..:)

2010-10-02T13:24:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry that i only come to you(blog) when im down or broken..

Reason i couldn't tell how i feel or im shut always

Its like am about to explode my trigger any time

`but i keep filling em' in myself

that my system ends up breakin down !& am gone all black out..cuz i cudn't handle it anymore

Sometimes my love is just not worth it

Or maybe it seems meaningless to you

I get so cracked up tht i can't think straight and clear.

cuz i keep coming back to you but im blocked and chased away..

I wonder why i keep hurting myself?

...when i once advised you to lose ur grip from it

We Pros are neva genius when it comes to us

i just end up being a typical human being handcuffed by love

I hate it when u're hurt..but i wonder if u could feel my pain sometimes?

cuz its just too painful that ur world comes crashing down

!& some how we build it together again

and there goes the disaster ruining my dream again..

I can keep going on and on..

Cuz it keeps echoein in my head...that i have nothing in me but you?!

Fuck it ACHES real badly!

It's like i approached the heaven; but the cupid veered me off to a route where hell and devils were located..

Why wont i get the a straight path and i gotta keep skipping the torns and rocks i meet throughout my destination..

!& i still wonder where im headin to?!

you are nowhere in sight..

..a call comes from you just like i was granted a wish

but im aint sure where i went wrong and ruined my hopes?!

but i always remember myself apologizing to you...like it was all my fault..

cuz i just dun wanna lose you no matter what happens..

!& i gracefully accept the blames..

guess what?!

Im still driven away...why is that so?!

..my entire family waited outside the hospital cryin ova me

but me..i was "cryin" over u!

i badly wanted to hear ur voice..

i noe its never gonna happen..im sorry..

Alright im dropping this here

; just like throwing my pen against the script with all my inks splattered against my penned down tears..

p/s:...even the happiest person in the world cud get all broken like a broken mirror scattered and hurts me bleeding!

I only upload my happiness on FB!don't judge me by my albums..Im one filled with a billion of stories happening in me all in one go..

[that im finally broken down today..!& i'll pray not to give up..cuz my story doesn't ends here...be prepared to hear more from me]

With scattered ink all over me,

Ray

"I can't believe tht` time passes by dis` fast..."

2010-09-21T18:29:00.005+08:00

"Today the 21'st"

I'm in the corner of the classroom sitting by myself
Not because i'm neglected;
But because i neglected being in a group..
Still aint sure where to start my revision from
I feel 'BLANK' !& 'DUMB'

Believe it or not` Right now, I care less about my physics marks for prelims..
It's a TRAGIC!!!

But still..
I'm Penning down my feelings on a note!
`So that i would be able to blame myself, for the lost i'll face..

"WAKE ME UP!"

I'm beggin...

P.s."..someone told me that i'll never study cuz` i'm lazy

!& me:I agreed to that like a loser(for once)

Save me..
☮

When Life becomes serious..(you'll have to take some real bad ass decisions)

2010-09-19T18:17:00.024+08:00

Cuz` Your Life Is In Your Hands

Not in your Parent's,Relative's,Lecturer's..Or even your other Half's hands..
So why wait?!
For it to Rain?!
SO..
Get your ass movin
Brains plannin(De` Route")
Eyes gazin(Future` Ahead")
Fingers dancin(Enjoying `every paper works")
Simply! My feets Skippin(Every`Obstacles I meet")

MY WISH LIST!

Cosmetology (Pro Hairstyling)@ U.S.
Join Recognize.Studios-B-Girl/Hip Hop Dance
Espirit`edc Fragrance-For Her
Charles & Keith`Aviator(Silver)
htc`Wild fire(Red)
I-Touch`Apple

For all these i need CASH!$!
!& for tht` i need a JOB!$!
BLEAH=.="

THUS IT'S NEVER ENUFF!

I'll just pretend tht ` no one reads this blog!

..just like the image symbolizes above

"You wanted to know my wish list
(So der you go)

I kept sayin..i had nothing..or asked nothing
Cuz` I've got my own grace to save!"

!& i just gonna keep wishing for it...
[Hopes Santa hears it :> ]
Cuz i know i'll never get any of those..i wanted..
(That's why it's meant to be in a wishlist !& not for reality..)

I'm tired of these; nights..!

Havin` Head Ache!!=.="
P.s. Could not upload my Vdo,`de network sucks atm..

"I wanna Study..(Voice fades)"

Yawns,
Signin` off..me!

Catch My Updates on FB...especially de` VDO!

2010-09-19T03:45:00.002+08:00

Dang love it,love it!
Swam after the 7 month festival:D for 4hrs with ma mates..
Well real tanned nowD:

But who cares?!
Fun matters the most..
Congrats Yao Chong,
You made it..."YOU CAN DIVE!"

Rofl..
instead of swimming he can dive!

Alright I'm gonna make this post real fast one
Cuz i've decided to do something crazy in a short while..

Made Aravind to stay up all night to accompany me at 4a.m.
which is, In a short while
"We are gonna go walking!!!(no buses and mrts now)
Like you know,walk down the dark lane
Where the street lights are flashing upon you..
And the road is bare..
On a search for ice-creams!
With that cold breeze blowin against ya cheeks...

DANG!
I'm gonna love it.."

But Pity him; he didn't sleep at all..
GOSH!~.~

I've gotta reply to his text now...bleah=.="

Hey!
Don't forget to check my FaceBook Video!
Your gonna luv it baby!

MUAX

Signing off,
Crazy Zarine

2010-09-17T23:46:00.002+08:00

(peeks from insight the blanky)
Er..
*Flashes teeth*
Ok it's going too dramatic..huh?!

Well 1st of all am aint down or anything..It took me only seconds to recover bk to what i am now.
Geez i have neva been fallen this deeply..
It's just a whole lot of new experiences !& illusions am going through now!
As much as i hate it; it's weird that i also love the fact that i love u alot..
Your one just bad ass teaser..

College..
Still on a wild search on getting the most suitable college with perfect dorms,city life and living conitions..

Thanks to Eddie,Resident Evil was good and hilarious..movie:D

Dang i have yawned more than 6 times..
Im dozing off soon

Sleepy me
Xoxox

I never mean to write this...But had to...

2010-09-16T16:54:00.011+08:00

Music changes your mood..
just like the one plays currently on my blog..
don't tell me dreams are meant to be dream always...
If it is;stop me from dreaming
Cuz it's toxicated..
Dieing is better but not..feeling paralyzed
`not able to do anything about it
Never been in love !& never was able to dream
But the day I did both..I thought i was wrong
Worth the happiness it gave me though`
walking head over heels..starring at spaces significant to an outer space alien

Life carries on..
Believe me, it sucks fighting alone..
Even if u have everyone!
(that's WORST)

"Burry's numb heart deep down the sea bed !& leaves hoping it wont get hurt further..not in pirates hands"

I know i wud get embarrassed when i read this again
But i wud be proud that i am just a human being compared to an outer space alien..before..

(i typed "I wished...")
but realised dreams were not meant for me..

love me not..
!& I'll die and ROT!

Here I am!(A Different me...)

2010-09-15T04:53:00.005+08:00

Nothing would make your day better than a cup of tea made by you(!& its not corrupted for once)
Exactly..
I'm back in action..
Craps,Chats,Hangouts and all that lifeless things aside!
I have decided to take the initiative to pursue my dream..
I know I'm far behind time to cry over this now..But SO WHAT!?!
I'm still alive at least..
(Yay Ellen DeGeneres show on tv =>)
ok back at ya..
Where was i?!
Owh ye the alive part..
So ye..
I'm happy that I've made up my own decision to study abroad..!& will do anything to make it work!
A student with passion and dream is what the future needs!
DREAM CAREER:PROFESSIONAL HAIR STYLIST
REALITY CAREER:INTERIOR DESIGNER

Thanks to those whom expressed their view of these career paths on my FB status

Zarine Harlene ‎"Ok FINALLY Mum showed the green signal to abroad study..Now need to Chiong thru revisions=.="
So which course?!
Cosmetology(Join a Hair Dressing school/Pro Hair Stylist)
OR
Interior Designing?!
PLS VOTE?!
"I'm going mad can't make up my mind!!!"♥(●̮̮̃•̃)

Sunday at 06:15

Jovanka Joja Lukic huh it's hard...bu ti'll say cosmetology :)
Sunday at 06:28 · ·
Malcolm Graham Head dont go ya,,,
Sunday at 06:37 · ·
QuYnh Isgonnabestrong's gooo for COSMETOloGY :D u'r talented ! tat course suit you :)
Sunday at 11:08 · ·
Ablay'cann Savas The choice it's yr...dont u worry just take yr time and the rest will come by itselft...All the best
Sunday at 18:12 · ·
Rakesh Chandran ⎝⎲⏝⎲⎠ i agreee wit ablay..its u who have 2 make da choice n see wats best 4 u...i am sure everythg is gonna fall in da right place 4 ya...all da best 4 ya future devil....god bless ya!!!!! ;)
Sunday at 18:22 · ·
Malcolm Graham Head yeah God bless ya always in all that u do,,,
Sunday at 18:38 · ·
Nick O'Sullivan photography
Sunday at 19:56 · ·
Vashist D. Surrun Interior Designing.Y?Because there's much more prospect,cosmetology is saturated.
Sunday at 21:41 · ·
Rethna Kumar
Both the choices are Good but with pros and cons but if u still come back to live and work in Singapore then None of the choices are good becos Firstly u r an indian.Secondly not that much of revenue for this kind of jobs so stick to normal or popular choices where earning a good living is easy and always there.Thirdly if a company fires u,u can always join another company with open hands when u are qualified.But the final choice is in your hands as to choose a job u like if not u end up working in a place which u just can't wait to go home.If u do a job u like,it wouldn't be much of a job right as you enjoy what u r doing.
Monday at 00:02 · ·
Zarine Harlene
‎1st of all thanks alot for taking the effort to comment on this ppl..:)

Joja :you noe me huh..will try to search a good school for it babe

Malcolm: you know you're gonna miss me huh?any farewells?!prezzies?

Ablay: thanks dude...i wish it happens
well i neva wished much eva..

Rakesh:Like you said, i hope things wud fall into my lap..
♥ ya angel..
Whateva it is,your gonna keep in touch ass!Dun forget offline voice msges at least!!

Nick:thanks for the support both on msn and here dude..!

Vashist:Lol...i see!you need some cosmo ass...haha joking!
thanks for the opinion man

Rethna:that was sweet of u for coming up of an almost essay!
But dun worry i wud come to piss ya away...
LOL I CAN'T IMAGINE 10 yrs down the road i see you in sum wet market cutting fish!!!
And ur kids with tht lovely chin tht they adapted from their father!!
(pls get a NO CHIN wife tht wud help)

Haha but chasing the dream is always the best!
YOU SUCH A TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN!!!

so im gonna chase what i want..
BY THE WAY
"WHERE ARE MY STICKYS?!?!?!"
dun tell me u ate them all up
(you have to LOOSE WEIGHTTT)
14 hours ago · ·
Zarine Harlene ‎!& quyhn...i'll do ur hair in the future babe!
14 hours ago · ·
Nick O'Sullivan oooo
6 hours ago · ·

2010-03-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

Exactly...am a poser!

Left school after math paper...due to strangles and struggles with sickness..
Math paper is a total flop
Couldn't concentrate
Even now am not ready for S.S paper

yet,am sleepy?!

eyes are dozin off
System shutting down

takin off to Dreamland:)

yet, i could entertain myself?!

Alright am off!
-Zarine.H

Hate Oat Meals..!

2010-03-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

"Eeeks!Its totaly plain...no side dishes added to it !& all.."

FB SHOUTOUT:

"I'm 'WILD even when am sick(dyin 4rm sore throat flu !& slight fever) OWH I LOVE THE DURIAN ICE-CREAM-got anotha one:)10 hours ago"

Yanyee Yvonne

-.-

5 hours ago ·

Zixin Yukiko

not a obedient patient same like me

2 hours ago ·

Zarine Harlene

haha hi 5 babe!!
friends are meant to have the same attitude at times...
thts why we hang togetha!

2 hours ago ·

Zarine Harlene

owh my sis got me anotha durian icecream kept it in the fridge for tomorrow..
(cuz the shops are running out of DURIAN icecreams!!)

2 hours ago ·

Zixin Yukiko

oo.
so tmr not coming?

2 hours ago ·

exam was fine..

2010-02-25T22:18:00.006+08:00

...tadada!

Eng paper was fine...

wasn't as scary as expected:)

10 rounds around school soccer field for cross country training..
!& finally there is no trainings tomorrow!

Doing afternoon shift for RCY Flag Day
cuz...of trainings at Bedok Reservoir in the morning at 6:45 a.m

;4.1km Run

i noe..!Its damn early!

am sure to be a dead meat on Sat!

Gonna revise for D&T common test=.="

Movie Of De Nighty Night!

The movie focuses on an old man reading a story to an old woman in a nursing home. The story he reads follows two young lovers named Allie Hamilton and Noah Calhoun, who meet one evening at a carnival. But they are separated by Allie's parents who dissaprove of Noah's unwealthy family, and move Allie away. After waiting for Noah to write her for several years, Allie meets and gets engaged to a handsome young soldier named Lon. Allie, then, with her love for Noah still alive, stops by Noah's 200-year-old home that he restored for her, "to see if he's okay". It is evident that they still have feelings for each other, and Allie has to choose between her fiancé and her first love

"MTV Best Kiss Award"

tata,

Zarine.H

xoxoxo

...gonna catch a movie!

2010-02-24T22:47:00.005+08:00

Movie for the night..

EUROTRIP!

SCREENSHOTS:)

Eurotrip is a teen comedy from the Montecito Picture Company (makers of similar moviesOld_School and Road_Trip). Mainstream teenager Scott (Scott_Mechlowicz) forms an online friendship with German student Mieke in order to get a passing grade in his high school German class. When he finds out Mieke is a buxom Hot blonde girl (Jessica_Böhrs), he travels to meet her with his pals Cooper (Jacob_Pitts), Jenny (Michelle_Trachtenberg), and Jamie (Travis_Wester). The group of randy teens head to Berlin by way of London, Paris, and Amsterdam.

Alright I'm off now:)

2010-02-24T21:50:00.002+08:00

Geez!

Am gonna keep this shit real short,cuz am off fer some revision..
(well thats unbelievable for some of you)

Anywaez..am having my common tests/exams.

Starting from tomorrow onwards is Eng...
!& Mother Tongue followed by the next day

..honestly,i have been slacking all these days

FB-in,Taggin,Chattin !& Watching movies
shall start having a taste of urgency for O'levels

And the next thing that i wanna share here is that...
de upcoming school competitions i'm taking part in!
Guess WHAT??

its "5!"

4.1km run @ Bedok Reservoir(cross country)
Singapore RCY Arts Festival-Dance Category(Rcy)
Rangoli @ TKGS(if thts how u spell it)-TLDDS
Rangoli @ R.I.-TLDDS
Newsletter Competition-TLDDS

Gosh..I have 3 Co-Curriculam Activities (CCA)s in total now!

Plus this Saturday i am having time trial run at Bedok Reservoir

!& Red Cross Flag Day/Raising funds for needies

Trainings during Recess @ school Soccer Field tomorrow again!=.=

Luckily no physical education=.="

Stressed and Tired ME,

Zarine

Vlogging!

2010-02-08T01:15:00.004+08:00

!& GUESS WHAT???

Mom allowed me to take Street Dance -Hip Hop classes!!!
YAYness

After all tht begging !& washing brains..ROFL
She thinks tht i might turn into a worser havoc kid!

`where she already cudn't stand me!

...Tmrw
1.6km Run during Recess !& sum tigh workouts

Afta School Dance Prac with Irene=)
till 5pm!

!& den go to `Toa Payoh Central n get stationary stuffs
`n den will call it a DAY!

NOW:GOTTA REMIX THE DANCE SONG FOR RCY ARTS FESTIVAL!

`GOSH!
its 1:23AM
aint gonna sleep tonight...sigh~.<

..deciding to have street dance-hiphop classes

2010-02-03T13:26:00.004+08:00

Street Dance-HipHop Classes

...gonna ask my mom if i can have em' rather than swimming lessons!
am so gonna learn em'...

plus Mr Subra wants me to conduct a couple of hip hop lessons for de sec 1's
seeked for Zulikhas help

`sigh

!& i've decided to turn up for Arts Nite this Saturdae
Lucky Charms to de following mates:
Vinod
Srieena
Thanjeel
Sandhya
Darshan
Steffi
!&
All de othas i've missed in de list

Should start hittting up de gym-feels like my stamina is running low...
Did 5 Rounds of warm up @ Soccer Field
!&
Tigh Workout yesterdae

Shall try out pilates !& cardio workouts later in the evening`aint in de mood for street run..

WHY ISN'T SATIO's PRICE FALLING?!?!
BUT
now am eyein on
'Sumsung Pixon 12
I do want a phone with good music quality too..

Shall start working on my D&T Project'
`N at least revise a little..

adios=)

-zarine.H

..Leopard Print UNDIES!

2010-01-28T17:36:00.009+08:00

l SPOTTEDl

`Translucent FBT of mine=.="

Ms Wen Bei, with her magnifying view,noticed it.

wMISSION ACCOMPLISHEDw

YAYNESS/ANUS

2.4km RUN(NAPFA) :Timing 13:23mins(GOLD)

Cross Country Training(School Soccer Field):Timing 18mins (13 Rounds)

"...gosh i made it,gotta betta result than expected for 2.4km Run NAPFA Test

!& now,gotta train for 5 stations

Incline Pull Ups-

Sit Ups-

Standing Broad Jump-

Shuttle Run-

Sit & Reach-
(will update the GOLD criterias soon)

Pffft..."

.nnnnnSslurp..!nnnnn.

CHILL OUT
WITH
`ICE BLENDED CHOCOS...!

`Keep Rockin
Zarine.H

we named it de WED-NES-DAE..

2010-01-27T22:57:00.007+08:00

WED-NES-DAE!

why?!?!?

Why can't i concentrate on studies?!?

Did a mini survey today=D

How many of our classmates,do really go home and

REVISE?!

n-my point of view

1.YanYee-"No!Sleep lor!"

HUH?'
2.Vasanthan-"6/7pm to 1am...i do study.."

Really meh?'
3.Siti-"Read Books(chuckles)"

Vampire queen!!'
4.Ming Chong-"Yea...maybe 2hrs?twice a week or something"

believable'
5.Fikri-"...(Smiles)"

Noisy yet Brainy!
6.Soon Kiat-"..yar!"

Freak aint he?

7.!& ME-"Update Social Network,Chatting,You tubin,Play Guitar...n zZzZZZ!(sleep)"
WAKE UP BIATCH!START STUDYING! o.O

!& so i planned my time table fer de week =D

WHY NOTES?!?!?

"Should have realised when de booklist was 'VERY SHORT'!"

-Vinod Bin Abdulah/Half BUTT Prince

n-my point of view

Exactly,why do they keep asking us to buy notes and 10 year serieses?

-Is there a NEED FOR "HOPE FILE"

totally HOPELESS FILE

-Is there a need for "HANDBOOK"?

when we have a HANDFULL of "NOTEBOOKS"

-Is there a need for bundled "NOTES"

when you are not going through any during lessons?

=.="

...sigh

late for school as usual
tsk..tsk..
Wasn't feeling well to do morning run.
(..had tht poor lil thing facial expression)

Todays's Training
T.T

5 Rounds-School Soccer Field
Burned 50 calories-Cycling Exercise

WORKED OUT THIGH MUSCLES
(3Reps of 10)
Sartorius/Vastus Lateralis/Rectus Femoris/Vastus Medialis Muscles

GOSH 2.4km RUN 2MRW!
Goal-14mins(achieve GOLD)

!& CROSS COUNTRY TRAINING!
Goal- 15mins(13 Rounds/School Soccer Field)

Topples Off,
pZarine

..reasons for not bloggin=.="

2010-01-26T16:37:00.003+08:00

...tsk!
Wasn't able to blog for pass 2 days...

Reason:
Simply TRAININGS!

Sunday:

accomplished mission of STREET RUN(3.4km)

Timing 18mins

Monday:

accomplished mission of SCHOOL SOCCER FIELD RUN

(11 Rounds)

Timing 15mins

!& accompanied Li Ling to her gym again in the afternoon.

Reached home @ 8pm..

Tuesday(Today):

Accompany mom to hospi...!& Revise(hope i wud..)

Plus am having my next training on Thursday..
Thursday's Mission:School Soccer Field

(13 Rounds)

15mins

body ache...

-Zarine

Working Out M/KES ME H/PPY!

2010-01-23T23:17:00.006+08:00

"phew"
finally back home...

GOsh!

wOrkin Out seriOusly makes me WILD!
!& happy Of cOurse..

Had workouts fer 2hrs @ my darling's Place!
(eu see even i did address eu as Darls)

=.="
AWESOMENESS'I MUST SAE!
tho,muscles hav tighten and aches BADLY..

STREET RUN 2mrw mornin,gotta sleep early
sigh'

Mighty Nights!

-Zarine

to FreakyBleeds Place(Li Ling's)...

2010-01-23T09:04:00.003+08:00

SHOWER TYME!
Brb...

kk bk from shower...
Am kinda late already!
gotta be at her place at 10:30am
(extended fer half and hour tho..=P)

Wooohoooo!

2010-01-22T20:18:00.000+08:00

Alright dun mind my yesterdae's blog..Referrin to "Bla,Bla!"
(Randomly typed to see the preview of my blog)
Rofl
Well am aint gonna repeat my apologies on abandoning my page again..
Am sure ur sick of it too..

I have much to share on here..(but i'll keep this really short)
Firstly am HAPPY tht i made it to 'O' levels!

!& DE AWESOME NEWS I GOTTA SHARE WIF YALL 2DAE!

is tht..Mr Lee Our Cross Country I/C
approached me in de morning before assembly..

!& asked me'How Often do i run?!
Lost me,answered :'Well almost everydae!
!& then he asked if i was SERIOUS abt running
ME:Ofc i am why?
Mr Lee:Well u might hav to represent de schools !& all,
btw i wanna see ur stamina;Meet me on Monday..
Me:'thinking(was he asking me to joint cross country!?)
Mr Lee:Bring ur stuffs on Monday,after judgin ur stamina I'll then speak to the coach!
Me:(in disbelieve still..)thinkin'GOSH AM GONNA GET COACHing!
(screaminin in imagination)

tht was THE KIND OF OPPURTUNITY I HAD ALWAYS BEEN HOPPIN FOR!
!& it just came knockin on my doorstep by itself!

GOTTA MAKE A FULL USE OF THIS THANG MAN!!

'But seriously i'm happy to de max..

btw...i just came back from my own run
2mrw hitting up Li Ling's condo Apt GYM!

!& Owh i'll be updating my blog every NOW N DEN!

Peace!
☮

2010-01-21T20:00:00.001+08:00

blabla

Zarine's History

":)"

one word "YAY!"

I'm all broken now...I have changed!I miss the old me..

Gosh i just realised that...

The voices of her thoughts...

I've got no one but you..on my list!

Happy Birthday Baby Gal!

I miss you lesser when i talk about you to some one..

we are NOT DONE yet....

You love life when...

Deactivating Facebook!!!

An artist's good piece is out when he/she is down..:)

"I can't believe tht` time passes by dis` fast..."

☮

When Life becomes serious..(you'll have to take some real bad ass decisions)

Catch My Updates on FB...especially de` VDO!

I never mean to write this...But had to...

Here I am!(A Different me...)

Zarine Harlene ‎"Ok FINALLY Mum showed the green signal to abroad study..Now need to Chiong thru revisions=.="So which course?!Cosmetology(Join a Hair Dressing school/Pro Hair Stylist)ORInterior Designing?!PLS VOTE?!"I'm going mad can't make up my mind!!!"♥(●̮̮̃•̃)

PLS VOTE?!"I'm going mad can't make up my mind!!!"♥(●̮̮̃•̃)

Hate Oat Meals..!

exam was fine..

...gonna catch a movie!

Vlogging!

..deciding to have street dance-hiphop classes

..Leopard Print UNDIES!

we named it de WED-NES-DAE..

..reasons for not bloggin=.="

Working Out M/KES ME H/PPY!

to FreakyBleeds Place(Li Ling's)...

Zarine Harlene ‎"Ok FINALLY Mum showed the green signal to abroad study..Now need to Chiong thru revisions=.="
So which course?!
Cosmetology(Join a Hair Dressing school/Pro Hair Stylist)
OR
Interior Designing?!
PLS VOTE?!
"I'm going mad can't make up my mind!!!"♥(●̮̮̃•̃)

PLS VOTE?!
"I'm going mad can't make up my mind!!!"♥(●̮̮̃•̃)